Sunday, October 24, 2010

Open minded tolerant women

Will beat you and
And then tell you you're to blame
Open minded women will love you
And accidently call you another man's name

Open minded tolerant women
Are all around you every day
And on their best behavior
Till they figure you're in the way

Or they don't need you
Or they don't like what you do
It's because their humor is so generous
Tolerant means agreeing with their view

Open minded tolerant women
Protect other women from having to think
The soft tyranny of low expectations
Can really come to put a stink on pink

Aren't open minded tolerant women wonderful
Aren't they just the best this society can create
Why have an open honest and fair debate
When you can just win by saying

The guy is just going to brow beat and intimidate


Neils
9:37 am
10/24/2010

Everything is in ruins

Only bad can happen
There is no recource here
Only fading dreams collapsing
And screaming frozen fear

Hell is reading off it's list
And on it are the names
Of all those whoever challenged
Those who never accepted blame

Or responsibility or accountability
In any amount or kind
Everyone around them
Should differ to them every time

Follow the pat answers
Follow the smoke and fire
Never upset the delicate ignorant
Sleep well on the funeral pyre

That is the misconception
That no one can pick apart
All that you've ever done
And cast judgement upon your heart

Believe in yourself
Believe in your knife
Believe in your pen
And follow through with your life

Dance on the edge of madness
Strange out the change and belief
That any of us can stand outside
Fear destruction and grief

Sometimes all we have
Is if we wear our pain well
And the secret that in every secret
Is a promise made not to tell




Neils
7:45 am
07/14/2010
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transcribed this time
8:22 pm
10/24/2010

N....again

Monday, October 18, 2010

In the fear of autonomy

Neutered and neutral
Deserve what they get
Bring out the knives on others
And then expect them to forget

Gone are the days of promise
Gone is the gentle guiding hand
When manipulation and capitulation
Replace the desire to understand

Sad are the days of infamy
Everybody's hero is dead
Wreckless is the driverless wagon
When intense pretense is the content

Of an unused head

Who is it that denys
Belief in deciet
Is what belies the lies
Believed in leading to self defeat



Neils
8:55 am
10/18/2010
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transcribed this time
9:02 am
10/18/2010

N....again